Dear Big Boy Brellowfish,
Because you won't let me call you "baby" anymore. You will be 39 months, soon, and yes, I still think of your age in months. We've had a few struggles the past few months. Things haven't been in sync, and then your last vaccine, the reaction you had changed you for a few weeks. I was afraid, despite all the new research showing that autism wasn't caused by vaccines, maybe...what if...
We've been so conservative, so careful.
But after some time, you were back to your fun, socially cautious self. I love you, and you are amazing.
Love you,
Mama
